Thorns in the Flesh

I read a Facebook update today in which a reasonably healthy friend experienced health issues out of nowhere that are likely going to be something he has to deal with for the rest of his life. My first reaction was concern and hope for healing. My second reaction (not spoken publicly) was a realistic, “Welcome to the world of the chronically ill.” And I didn’t mean it with sarcasm. I meant it seriously. Welcome, dear friend, to the world of the thorn in the flesh that God does not remove. As you adjust to its pain and inconveniences, know that it will also bring unusual blessing to you as it distracts you from much that does not matter in this life and makes those things that do matter seem much more precious.

I Cor. 12 7 So to keep me from becoming conceited because of the surpassing greatness of the revelations, a thorn was given me in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to harass me, to keep me from becoming conceited. 8 Three times I pleaded with the Lord about this, that it should leave me. 9But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 10 For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Paul doesn’t say exactly what his thorn in the flesh was. Speculation is that it had to do with poor eyesight that caused him to have to dictate his letters to an assistant. He does call it a messenger of Satan to harass him. There’s an interesting tension here between his trust in God’s sovereign control over this thorn and his belief that it comes from Satan. But even if Satan has sent the thorn to harass him, an uninvited guest that impedes his progress and annoys him persistently, Paul is still confident in God’s supernatural ability to thwart Satan’s purposes for this thorn and replace them with His own good purposes.

What is God’s good purpose in this thorn? It is a simple purpose with profound results – humility. God’s purpose is to keep Paul, who was entrusted with an incredible privilege in sharing the gospel, from becoming conceited. The purpose was TO MAKE HIM WEAK. That is so opposite our views of what makes an influential leader. We want our leaders fit and handsome. But God instead allows affliction that brings Paul low, for it takes us being in that state to hear some of the most beautiful words from God to His children in all of Scripture. “My grace is sufficient for you. My power is made perfect in weakness.” Wow! God says basically “I will be enough for you to accomplish what I want you to accomplish. Your weakness opens the door for my supernatural strength to become fully realized in you.”

So, welcome, friend, to the world of the chronic thorn in the flesh. It may be cancer, diabetes, osteoporosis, heart disease, glaucoma. It may be a long-term financial burden, caring for a disabled loved one, or what have you. The main characteristic of it is that it isn’t going away, and it seems like something that is going to keep you from doing the things for the Lord you thought you would do. But really, it does the exact opposite. As Satan harasses you with it, God opens your eyes to your utter dependence on Him in a way you didn’t fully grasp before. And then, in HIS strength when you have absolutely none of your own, He accomplishes things that you never thought possible.

Thorns hurt. They are not pleasant. They don’t get easier. They remain an agent in our lives that makes us weak. But I love God’s supernatural ability to transform the worst that Satan throws our way into the very things that accomplish His gospel purposes through us.

9 Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 10 For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

7 Responses to Thorns in the Flesh

  1. Anonymous February 25, 2010 at 5:07 pm #

    I could not have read a more perfect post today. Recently, I have been struggling with some pretty significant anxiety issues. It is unclear whether it is general anxiety or OCD at this point but whatever it is, it's surely not getting easier. Or at least it wasn't until last night when I shared my burden with my small group. The love and acceptance they met me with ministered to my heart, and in that moment of my weakness I felt God's strength through each of my brothers and sisters in Christ. I hadn't thought of my affliction in this context, but with how you presented it I feel like if this turns out to be a lifelong battle and the thorn in my side, if it keeps my ego out of God's way and allows His strength to be perfected in my life, then I'll consider myself blessed. Thank you so much for your words:)

    God Bless,

  2. Wenatchee the Hatchet February 26, 2010 at 4:25 pm #

    For decades my mom has prayed that my vision would get better. That prayer has never been answered. My own prayers that by some way my vision could get better in my teens never got better. In fact (as you may recall, Wendy) my vision got catastrophically worse and had to get surgically corrected. For a time I wondered whether vision was a thorn in my flesh. When I ventured this possibility to a relative he said that seemed really arrogant of me to compare myself to Paul. I was trying to come to an understanding of why prayers from family members and my own prayers went unanswered for pretty much my whole life. There have been countless occasions where I simply sought the generosity of people to help me get from place to place rather than try to get there on my own steam. One of the things about weakness of any kind is that it inevitably compels you to rely on others when you wouldn't do that yourself. People who haven't gone through their life always having this sort of thorn in the flesh may struggle more emotionally with it than people who got that thorn at birth. It's true they don't get easier.

    The thorn in the flesh is often easy to deal with compared to not knowing for sure what the Lord wants to accomplish through you or what work God would have you accomplish. I have often thought lately that if you're certain what God has told you to do with your life that He wants you to achieve that's less a walk of faith than having no idea what the Lord wants you to do. I'd prefer the “sight” of having a clear idea what God wants me to do than the faith that I have no idea but that the Lord can accomplish something anyway.

  3. Marian February 27, 2010 at 12:29 pm #

    Thank you dear sister for the for the valuable reminder that the thorn's purpose is to keep us humble ~ how I needed to hear that today! Grace & Peace

  4. nancy February 28, 2010 at 12:25 am #

    I would like to recommend a book,
    BECOMING WHOLE: Eating Your Way to Bountiful Health by Christy Wade. I don't think it's Gods plan for us to be so unhealthy. Our “American Diet” is killing us.

    Thank you so much for your blog,

  5. オテモヤン February 28, 2010 at 4:34 am #

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  6. Z' Hodges March 2, 2010 at 11:18 pm #

    Amen! I saw the fruit of this verse this weekend!

  7. Anonymous August 8, 2010 at 7:17 pm #

    Do you think WE can be a thorn in our flesh to ourselves? When I say WE, I mean our emotional health, depression, etc……